stress!

There is another house in Old Town Roanoke that is for sale or rent. It would be smarter for us to buy the house, but I am still very worried about the entire thing. I was supposed to go look at it yesterday with Wes, a realtor that is on our Ward, but he found out that the owners had another lease in the works. I was pretty crushed, but figured I had 4 months left to really start worrying about it. McKay and Alexa are begging us to move in with them once our lease ends and as much as I love the Dendy's, I don't want to ruin the good thing we have going! Jennie and I were talking about this last night and no matter how much you get along with someone, strange things can happen when you are living together. A month wouldn't be enough time to worry about, but in the situation that we would be moving in, who knows how long it would take for us to find a house!

So, anyway, I get an e-mail from Wes this morning saying that the lease deal is falling apart and is still on the market. Imagine my glee. It was like a huge weight was lifted from me! Now, I still have no idea if this will be the house we end up getting, as it's still a number of months away until our lease ends, but I got on my knees and thanked Heavenly Father for at least helping me feel better and again for the strength to feel calm during this whole thing. I had a stress stomach ache last night, something I haven't had in a number of years. That is how stressed out I am feeling over this! It's really quite ridiculous!

We're going to look at the house later today. The funny thing is, I want this house so bad but I don't even know if I am going to like it. I sure hope so, or all of this worrying will be over nothing! I am glad Enrichment is tonight, I need something very fun to keep my mind off of things for a while. See some of you tonight!